goodbye michael jackson..

I am not a mj fan, a full pledge fan i believe i am not... i love his songs but i am the fan of his songs... But i am not a fan of mj in person... I have heard about the news that mj died at the office i joked around and said "di yan 220 eh superhuman kaya si michael jackson noh di cya pede mamatay"... But really he is dead and he is not a superhuman no one can bring him back to life. Next day my day was as typical as it is, calls sleep and bum around the usual things i do, when i open up my tv and watch e-news and entertainment tonight the features are all about michael jackson...Even the news on local channels are all about him.. Yada yada yada king of pop. Everybody is talking about him. Even in his death he is really a star.

Last night while i am watching entertainment tonight they are featuring mj memorial and i became hooked by the fact that it is his memorial and watched the said thing until 4am yeah i stayed in late just to watch it. While i was watching the memorial i cant help but cry when some of his friends talk about him at the stage. I was so touched when Brooke Shields talked about mj being a child and he will always be a little prince on her heart... I was also touched by the story shared by one of his brothers mj sneeking out to buy something at the store wearing make up and stuff so he will never get notice at that time mj only wants to be a regular kid.. mj wants to live like what other kids do... yes he have lived a lavished life, he have so much wealth but upon hearing the stories during the memorial i can say that he have been deprive of the simple things in life that he wants to have... Yeah really you cant have it all...

I was so moved at the end of the memorial when her daugther, Paris gave a message about her dad ... that his dad have been the best father she could ever imagine.. and she love him sooo much... For me that was the most touching moment of the memorial and that ended the memorial of michael jackson...

Yeah i am not a fan.. But it was before, now i can say i am a fan of him... a fan of his life....

Goodbye Michael Jackson, i hope from where you are right now you are happy and you can be the regular guy thatyou always wish you are. No camera. No Crowds. Just you being you and doing what you like..